I am just posting these again because they got wiped out.
If you feel like commenting again, that would be great.
I will add more as they come to me......so far here is what I posted so far.
How do I go on.....
Photographed eyes hold me captive.
A sweet kiss from lips I will never taste.
Shoulders I will never rest my weary head on.
While your arms wrap around my waist
Hands that will never draw me closer,
Will hold another I know, one day.
But just to see you so happy,
will be enough for me, I pray
It’s so safe to be on the outside,
watching your life from afar.
My heart can never be broken,
but will follow wherever you are.
My heart would know yours in an instant,
Long before our eyes will have met
But my face would be lost in the thousands,
Pushed aside in an instant I bet.
How will I go on never knowing,
If you would ever feel the same?
I’m will always be here for you Taylor.
But you’ll never utter my name.
So lost in the shadows I’ll stay lurking
Like a lost forgotten soul.
I’ll watch you become the man I would need,
to make my heart feel whole. _________________
When Life Hands you Lemons....Ask for the Tequila and Salt!
Is it ok to be afraid?
Because I am, sometimes.....
Afraid of taking a chance.
Afraid of losing...... even afraid of winning sometimes.
I’m scared to love too much.
I’m scared to hold too tight when you may want to be free.
Afraid of letting go, when I need you to hold me.
I’m afraid of caring too much, because when you care, hearts are easily broken.
Yes, I am afraid sometimes.
I’m afraid to love you too much. _________________
When Life Hands you Lemons....Ask for the Tequila and Salt!
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Soon it will be over; this prison will come to its end.
Their stranglehold will loosen; you’ll breathe pure air again.
The dark clouds above will scatter; rays of light will filter through
Your soul will soar to new heights, and ours will follow you.
The next leg of your journey will begin soon, throw off the chains and then
Kick back and have some downtime, rest your weary head.
The Soul Patrol will stay here and wait with baited breath,
Our devotion knows no boundaries, our souls unite till death.
Whatever will the future bring, it seems god only knows.
The road ahead has been clouded with all these puppet shows.
Release the restraints, let yourself be free and watch your spirit soar.
Their “idol” phase now over, now our “Soul Man” forever more _________________
When Life Hands you Lemons....Ask for the Tequila and Salt!
Can I trust you with my heart?
It’s my most precious gift.
You hold it in your hands, and my love is yours for the taking.
But what will you choose to do with it?
Will you hold it close and cherish it, cradle it, nourish it, allow it’s warmth to envelope you?
Or will you cast it aside, like a worthless trinket that means nothing to you?
Sometimes there is joy in not knowing......... allowing myself to fantasize about the “what if’’s” in life
Sometimes there is great sorrow in never knowing loves true potential.
I can dream misty dreams of having you as my own, or I can dwell on the reality that this will never be.
My head and heart are in a constant state of battle.
To dream gives life meaning, it allows the heart to sing.
But dreams that never flourish, allow the heart to be crushed.
Have no expectations and you will never be disappointed
Have no aspirations and the heart will never be fulfilled.
I am torn.......
Torn between reality and fantasy......... Which will I choose?
One drains every ounce of joy out of me
and one gives my heart wings and allows it to soar.
Fantasy or reality
The battle rages on. _________________
When Life Hands you Lemons....Ask for the Tequila and Salt!
What brought me here?
Was it fate?
Was it the mere chance that I would find something?
Someone who felt the same, who could comprehend.
Why do we turn left when others turn right?
The road we choose is sometimes lonely,
Sometimes full and yet so empty at the same time.
A single face in a crowd, ignored by thousands.
Why am I here?
Why do I feel so connected to those that I barely know?
A kinship with these souls that I have never met.
Yet I feel I know them, a strangely they know me.
Here I have found people that understand me,
Nurture and applaud me.
They encourage me to share my feelings, my dreams
And by sharing, we in turn motivate others to do the same.
What is this power he has over us?
In an instant he grabs a hold of us, leaves us begging for more
We feel safe within his presence, yet he is nowhere near
We are inspired by him; yet he will never know our names.
A strange kinship I have found here.
Each day I eagerly scan their words to find that
they have expressed things, I could never find the words to say.
Strangers brought together by a stranger.
Strangers no more,
We are now a family that shares a common bond.
We celebrate him, support and love him.
The Soul Patrol together forever for Taylor. _________________
When Life Hands you Lemons....Ask for the Tequila and Salt!
It was your eyes that dew me in.
Then that grin, a twinkle in your eyes and a shy glance away.
Why were you so quick to look away in the beginning?
Did you try to protect your soul by looking away?
Were you afraid that if you let us in, there would be no going back?
Sometimes your stare cuts through to the very core of me,
It sends pulsating shivers that shatter my reality into a million pieces.
I am changed forever because of your eyes.
My entire existence has been altered for life.
Oh how you have morphed, changing each day.
Like a cocoon, they have wrapped their image around you.
But you have always saved the very essence that is you,
For those that dare to look deeper,
Dare to freefall into pools of golden chocolate.
We are witnessing greatness in the making.
Now I see images of your eyes everywhere.
I feel as though I have stared into them a thousand times.
Somehow feel as though I know nothing of you,
And yet everything I need to know.
Your soul shines through glittery package they sell us.
As they parade you through the streets like their accomplishment,
Your spirit is unbroken, but your mind and body must be weary.
When you’re finished the dance they have you perform,
You will come home to the comfort of those that wait patiently for your return. _________________
When Life Hands you Lemons....Ask for the Tequila and Salt!
Alone they might be washed away, but together they stand strong.
Thank you each for holding my hand somewhere along the way when I was facing a wave of my own.
I hope you will reach for my hand when your own wave threatens.
This ones for my Sistah’s....SnowBaby
For every time I’ve felt alone,
For every tear I’ve shed.
You always seemed to come along,
A warm safe place to rest my head.
A sister means a million things
To each of us I know.
Be it blood or be it faith.
Our love will steadily grow.
You know my heart and feed my soul,
With your steady stream of light.
I know my sister’s here with me,
Though she is no where within sight.
Alone we are but one soul,
To tread a stormy sea.
Together we can concur,
Bring our demons to their knees.
My sisters are so powerful,
Our love it knows no bounds.
For my sisters love has given me wings,
And they lift me from the ground.
So here we stand, all hand in hand.
Together we are one.
A chain of hands from land to land.
Till our time on earth is done.
And though the sea, the land, the sky,
Will keep us far apart.
My sisters in soul, you are a part of me
You’re forever in my heart.
Blessings to you all,
Veronica (SnowBaby) _________________
When Life Hands you Lemons....Ask for the Tequila and Salt!
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How do you explain what a true friend is...to one who is not.
My friends, you know who you are.
If you are my friend, you will not doubt that I love you.
Time may pass, life may change...but True friends are forever.
I love you 4 ever,
V
Forever Friends......SnowBaby
We love in many different ways.....
You can love the way the sun beams feel through a frost covered window, warming your face on a cold winter’s day.
We can love a man, with every ounce of our being....... but it is still not “that” love
You can love shoes....Love the way they make you look and feel!
You can love a puppy...... because they melt your heart into a puddle of awwww...but it’s still not “That Love”
“That” love is something you can’t explain, not really.........not in words.
You only feel “That” kind of love...... deep within your heart.
It’s the kind of love reserved for your children and your “Girls”
An unfaltering love that is always there deep within your soul.
Nothing could challenge it! You would defend it with your life.....in a heartbeat.
“That” love makes you feel things that are indescribable....and when you look at your friend and you have no words they look back at you and say” I know Honey...Me to!!”
We will have many friends...in our lives.
Friends who help us to be our true selves,
Friends to help us through the tough times,
And there are friends who teach us how strong we can be, when we are able to help them.
But often those friends, once they have completed their duty...they move on.... they are no less our friends...they are just not our “forever friends”.
Forever friends no know time limit...we can be separated for moments, days even years...... and it is as if times stood still...we pick up right were we left off....it is in our very being...they are our friends and that will never change...ever.
It is “that” forever friend that you can’t explain...only to your Forever friends.....and really you don’t ever have to explain it because they already know. _________________
When Life Hands you Lemons....Ask for the Tequila and Salt!
I am here, trapped in a life that most would envy.
From the outside, it seems as if I have all I should ever need.
But my heart is empty........cold......sad.....lonely.....numb
Battles rage in my head and heart...
“Is this all there is?”
“Is this what it’s supposed to be?”
I should be happy, but I’m not!
I should feel love, but I don’t
I should be grateful, but I can’t.
What’s wrong with me?
Why do I feel as if there is suppose to be more?
Why do I yearn so much for something that I can’t have...or can I?
I stay because they love me...need me
And I DO love them....but not the love my heart yearns for.
I want the Fire......Passion......
I want the love that keeps you up all night and yet you are never tired.
I want the love that fuels you....... burns deep and consumes you, yet feeds your soul.
The love that lets you know you are alive, and yet you’d give your life in a second to protect it.
I am here....a vessel....an empty wandering soul.
Wondering if it’s just me?
Do I want too much?
Is it wrong to yearn...... to dream..... to fantasize that it’s out there.
Did I miss it....... or did it miss me?
Is it real......or is it something that the fairy tales lead us to believe is there...just waiting for us to find.
I have so much....and yet so little of what I truly need.
I’m alive.... but I do not live.
I smile ...but I have not Joy.
I am here....but I am so far away.
My face smiles and my heart cries.
I should be happy......But I’m not.
I should feel love...but I don’t
My heart is in limbo
Trapped in a place that I thought I wanted to be. _________________
When Life Hands you Lemons....Ask for the Tequila and Salt!
Photographed eyes hold me captive.
A sweet kiss from lips I will never taste.
Shoulders I will never rest my weary head on.
While your arms wrap around my waist
Hands that will never draw me closer,
Will hold another I know, one day.
But just to see you so happy,
will be enough for me, I pray
It’s so safe to be on the outside,
watching your life from afar.
My heart can never be broken,
but will follow wherever you are.
My heart would know yours in an instant,
Long before our eyes will have met
But my face would be lost in the thousands,
Pushed aside in an instant I bet.
How will I go on never knowing,
If you would ever feel the same?
I’m will always be here for you Taylor.
But you’ll never utter my name.
So lost in the shadows I’ll stay lurking
Like a lost forgotten soul.
I’ll watch you become the man I would need,
to make my heart feel whole. _________________
When Life Hands you Lemons....Ask for the Tequila and Salt!
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